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I miss beach :'(
Kay la i gotta admit i spent 3 hours uploading 100++ pictures to blogger & it screwed up..
& i feel guilty for not updating D:
My bad X(
sowie O.O

Sometimes, i just feel . . . . . . . .

Useless..

Useless because unable to catch ur heart .

U had my heart instead ..

:'(


can we go back times ?

I'm sorry ...

Sometimes I just hate myself for messing everything up,
Purposely do something that he really hate.




Fuck myself.

U'd never know how much I cherish u after everything we've been through,,
Friends, family, 3rd person issues..
Finally we'r in a piece again..
But Everything seems so lost now..
You, me, our relationship.


I don't even talk to them already, can u don't find them anymore too?
I know I'm selfish, but I have fobia already,
Fobia of loosing you again .

Maybe is my Princessy attitude, maybe is the things u did for the past 6 months.
Everything changed.
Nothing will go back anymore.
Including how much u used to love me.
& how much I used to think that ur my soul partner.




Sigh.
I'm trying my very best to make it stronger without any other interruption.
Sorry for what I did the day before.
I understand, they are bunch of ur ex-girlfriend's best friend .


Maybe iM not good enough for you.
Will try my best to fix my attitude, Kay?









I love you baby boy, always & forever. I promise this if u promise me too..
Can u say this to me too?





I need ur love.
Every single part of ur love <\3


I'm sorry ...

I Got My Icecream ;)

LOL I'm sipping my ice-cream from the fridge now..
Lol how lame =\
& I'm blogging about my ice-cream wtf :(



Okay. Time to blog about Egypt. Urgh..



From My iPad

i want ice-cream X(

IT'S 11 pm.

I feel like eating ice-cream :'[

kay, forgive me i really want icecream now :'(

010910

 Since i dont know what to do for my homework,

i'll blog then :) heh~

YUP, LAST YEAR 

:D

Went Hilton Hotel with baby & mummy..~

<3

 in the car <3

 already gone :'(

bb

 lol to make me laugh >.<

 uhm.. he cut his hair already fyi . .

 :')

my boy . .

 he is jealous when i can do this to pictures..

LOL

 <3

 F.A.T.

:(

 dessert !!!!

 Looks like a frog ,

right?

Went to the bar while my mum settling her business..

hmm =/

 baby's art piece .

 another masterpiece =/

Went to the Swimming pool

to chill while waiting for mummy with him

<3

 After my mum done with everything,

Sat down at the lounge for some wine ..

Btw i rmb its wednesday night...

Tipsy during school hour the next day =/

 orh . .

 he really should trim his hair

:D

(i know ur looking at this)

:)

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Those flowers i got from baby during our 1st anniversary,

Ahhhh memories <3

99 roses with 1 fake rose..

I Love You, boy 

<3

Lotsa Loves,

Nicole